Wow! Two whole months!
I am really proud of myself for being vegan for this long!
Reflections
I have to admit, I did not end this month very well.
The last two days of October, I found myself craving cheese…
My one weakness, and the main reason I convinced myself I would never be able to be vegan!
I gave in!
Not only did I eat some cheese…
I ate half a bar of cheese…
It’s obvious to me, that this is anxious eating.
Reality is…
I haven’t quite let go of my anxious eating habits, and that is something I can work on.
October went well, until the last couple days, and instead of beating myself up, I’m trying my best to offer some self compassion.
It’s hard, when you’re so entrenched in hating yourself for breaking a plan!
Life makes it even harder when it gets busy!
Or stressful, and then the comfort of greasy, enjoyable, cheeseburgers comes to mind and your mouth waters like Pavlov’s dog with the ring of a bell.
Except, I try to utilize the support of friends and family when I’m looking to self destruct.
Talking to my sister, who is also vegan, and has dealt with wanting cheese, or real pizza sometimes, and understand the goals of being vegan.
Why do I want to be vegan?
I have to constantly hit the refresh button on the answer to this question!
Like my why in my Arbonne business, it’s constantly changing.
Primarily, these are my reasons for continuing the vegan lifestyle;
- Health!
- Save the animals
- Get my body to a more comfortable weight
- Clarity of mind
- Clear skin!
Something I did notice, after eating my half a bar of cheese, and giving in to the darkness.
My skin revolted! It doesn’t like non-vegan foods!
It showed me how much it hates cheese by creating pimples!
Oh. My. Gosh.
NO! I’m not 16, I’m an ADULT!
November Challenge!
The 30 day challenge continues!
So far, I have noticed significant changes to my body, including weight loss!
If I’m really being honest, I will tell you, unwillingly, that I have not been consistent with my protein shakes, daily supplements and other parts of the challenge.
But, that’s what new months are for!
Change is near, I can sense it!
This month, as the vegan lifestyle continues, and I continue not to consume animal products, my main goal is to add more regular exercise to my daily routine.
It’s harder while being busier than I’ve ever been in my life.
But it’s more rewarding as well.
The final goal, is to fit this green dress that I’ve had for almost two years, and wear it on Christmas Day.
It’s not that this dress is too small, it is, but that’s not the main reason.
The dress is open back, sexy, with lace all down the arms, and hugs the hips in the most flattering way.
I have 55 days to achieve this goal!
Days until December 25 2019
Right now, my hips are too big for it, and my skin is not in the greatest condition, thanks to my little slip up, with cheese.
Remember…
Self reflection, though sometimes hard, is key to success in most areas of life.
Blessings,
With love and light,
Stay true stay weird.
~~ Kristina