All Encompassing Emotions

I can’t handle what is going on inside my head. It’s like my brain is telling me to love you unconditionally in spite of the foreseeable ending that will come eventually. I do though. I choose to love you with all my heart despite the consequences. I love your little laugh when I compliment you after sex. I love the way you talk about cars and the passion you have for them. It inspires me to be a well rounded person when I hear you talk about what you love.  I adore that you love animals as much as I do. I don’t think I would like you as much if you didn’t. I really adore that you know so much about wine, but live a humble life where it’s only a once in a while thing you get to have, and usually share that experience with me. I love how you smell.  I can’t get enough of that.  I love that when I asked the simplest question, do you want me to spend the night?, your answer was without hesitation, definitely! It makes me smile. every time i think of that i smile on the inside whether my face shows it or not.  it warms my heart to know you actually want me there beside you. Someone wants me! how is this possible? Am i dreaming?